Today has been very tough on me emotionally. I spent my morning crying and my afternoon using my ed to numb out. I hate how Anorexia can make me feel so hopeless. I don’t want to have this forever and in order for that to happen I have to acknowledge that the only thing prolonging my illness to when I give into it.
Got some more bad news about my health. Another reason to keep pushing for recovery. Things will get better. I can do this.